ira' s dream

[30/01, 1:19 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *part:one* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs I'm not sure what time it is. I don't even remember what day it was. But one thing I know, I and my dreams are alone on these side streets. what is today Full of hunger and those who come and goJust a sympathetic look. But I don't know what tomorrow holds. Another day is an even bigger question mark. Ira Balkis's mind is filled with heaps of thoughts. Her life was full of happiness. In a single day, he is lying without direction. Life was rough. A festive holiday. Parents who are there with loving care. Being a single mole. Her dream was her growth. Their day and night. Full of marriage proposals at homeEven while walking, she realized that her dream was somewhere else. Explained the reasons in the house. When she was sent to the Germaine company she got after completing her studies as she wished, their hearts burned. But! Living for her daughter because her dreams are their dreams. She had to collapse before Vashi's grip. A place of dreams. She flew to the dream world. It was a wonder to the eyes. Flightcame down Calling the number given by the local agency does not get through. Even after going down there and asking in whatever language they knew, the "King Thiamo" company they mentioned was not there. When I called, the local agency car was empty handed. When I first called, they said a lot of things, but then they didn't even pick up the call. Everyone was here and there at the bus stop and in the park with Layjog in hand. It was dark. Where to go tonight where you don't know anyone. It came down on its own accord. Nothing is completely agreeable to the family. And they remained silent on my choice. Although Ammon and Valyappa objected, I was brought here by talking to them for my dreams. That's why you can't tell them anything. Enough of you... "Hey, hello. Isn't it time, why don't you go home? Lagge is in hand. Where are you from. (Isn't it a lot of time, why don't you go home. Lejoj is in hand. Where are you from) "I came fromIndia for work. That's when I came to know that there is no such company here because the local agency contacted me. I don't know anyone here. Where are you going? I feel scared. (I came from India for work. It was only when I got here that the local agency contacted me and I know that there is no such company here. I don't know anyone here. And where will I go. I feel completely scared.) After talking like that, we soon got together. She is Ebin Martin. Like me from AmericaHe came to work. But! Not stuck. There is a job in a company with a good reach here. She didn't want to leave me alone at that bus stop when we talked about things back and forth. added with Then she said many things. Like me, people come here from many countries. Many people are stuck. I also felt that it was true, many people said it and I saw this in the news as well. Still I... "Hey,Don't worry. I will help you airaa (Hey, nevermind. I'll help you.Ira) She lives in a flat. We are all afraid of being alone. But in their country, after a certain age, they live alone without a male or female companion. Be it study time or work after that. Nice flat anyway. It has two rooms and it is big, dining hall, kitchen and all the facilities have been done in the best interior. It was peaceful to see her. But what lies ahead?He turned and turned over on that big bed without a grip and woke up. I used to pray once in a while, I got up early and prayed. He prayed fervently. Otherwise, we are all like this, and when happiness comes, you will not remember it for a long time. He will be busy frolicking with the stairs. But if there is a small problem, they will be in front of him like little children. Reason. Somewhere in the soul, there is a firm belief that no matter who rejects him, he will not give upWill give courage. Ebin is starting to go to the office when he comes out of the room. Breakfast is ready for me. Come early if possible. And said. gone. So after enjoying the beauty of the house and seeing the outside view, I had my meal. And don't forget to call home. Reason. Will wait for my information. They are I made them happy as much as I could by praising the yet-to-be-found company. *to be continued**✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:22 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Two* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Ebin came from office. We drank tea together. He talked a lot. Finally she looked at my certificates and said. "I have told my boss about everythingThere is an assistant vacancy. Our CEO is a little hot. But he is a puppet. But work time should not be careless. After two days, there is an interview. You come.. No, we can go together then. As soon as he heard that, he became calm. "Hey, don't be afraid, Doctor, everyone has this kind of thing at one time or another. It's normal. Today is today and tomorrow is tomorrow. But always remember that after today and tomorrow there is another day. Everything will be fine there. And those two days are trueTo say the least, there was little sleep. I clean the house three or four times a day and why do I feel like it? I was overwhelmed by the number of utensils in the kitchen and the number of mustard bells in it. Sometimes it will show a long time and sometimes you won't see the way to go. Nothing you set out to do is perfect. In any case, today's dawn felt a bit brighter. Went down to the office with Ebin. And things along the wayShe also told me the rules there. A terrible fear. She did not forget to comfort me when she saw my trembling knees. It's a big world. It also has facilities that do not end if you count the big building. It takes a month to see all this. A job in such a big company. Sometimes it's just a dream. Whatever the building that is in my dreams. The official dressing of the staff... The interview was eye-opening. They ask something. I say something. The beauty of that office room stood before me more than the questions. But I have seen them all very serious. I felt like a criminal. it's over. All hopes stopped when he walked and picked up Ebin. She is comforting. "Don't be afraid if this one goes, we'll look for another one. She is busy at work. I felt like I was staring at my laptop. in betweenEven though she is talking, she doesn't even have time to look at his face. I took a good look at her office. She was lucky. What a beauty to see this room. No matter what troubles you feel, you will forget everything in its beauty. "Hey, what are you looking at? Don't look at the beauty of this room, it's all outside Modi's work load. Hey, I thought I'd come down earlier today. Let's go outside. After doing some shopping. I can see one here too. As she was saying that, her phone rang. Leaving me there without saying anything, she hurriedly got up and left. And tell me, I will not post for a while. I thought it would be nice to have a nice hot cup of coffee. Bejarond has consumed everything he had in the morning in the interview itself... Suddenly someone came knocking on the door. He gave me coffee and left. Hmmm, looks like there are mind readers here too. By then AB also came. He also told me that I got a job. It was a shock. Couldn't believe it. There were many people. And how about me?child I felt like they were looking at me like a criminal. Oh this is amazing... So she went shopping as she said. Beautiful roads, big tall buildings, and all the exteriors are Modi-style, and what else? Went to the big mall and bought some formal dresses. Everything belongs to her. Where are we? She gave wings to the dreams that she thought were cut off. Now let's fly through the van... When it was nightThe beauty of those streets is worth mentioning. oh If you ask whether day or night is beautiful, I would say this is the night. City decorated in yellow light. Rush hour. Nice clean environment though. Also ate the special food there. Returned to the flat. A sleepless night. And the long night dawned. We went out together. Today is the first day. " Oh. I don't know anything. Please save me from my foolishness... That's a big fear. MotherAlways said. All will do. However, with some mistake, everything that was done will be ruined. Rabbi Kakane... The small room next to the CEO was prepared for me. I slowly sat in my chair. Oh what beauty. Oh what a treat... Then there was dust. Full of files... I went up and down the entire building with each file and told the boss a round of coffee... oh... assistant, etc. I didn't expect this much. Mybroke in the middle. Can't cross the leg. Tonight was going to be the other way around. Mmm... If not enough, I got overtime on the first day... Everyone left and he too. Why is this boss doing so much work here? All men are his assistants. If you don't tell Umman now, you will have to leave home today. After work, it was a long time. I walked slowly not even knowing where to go to get the bus. But the man could have asked how it would go.He knows that I am new here and that AB told me all the history of coming. I see no end to my walk. What if I got a bus now, I don't have five cents in my hand. Ah piranha is catching... When AB hung up the phone, I was scared. All of a sudden I heard a thump, boss... "Keriko, I'll take you to the flat. Ebin... There was nothing else to say. Because if I make a demand, he will leave and then I will wander here without a stick. He quickly sat down. "I am not a driver. I didn't understand anything when he said that. I looked in the front mirror. He slowly smiled. I reached the place and walked quickly. He came to the room and said something to AB. She has the last laugh. Now when I think about tomorrow's office, my head swells... my feet hurt... When he saw the bed, he was relieved and lay straight.But the pain in the legs and the pain in the back turned into a dream. Tomorrow... ah ah...

*to be continued*

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[30/01, 1:24 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Three* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs What will the boss think? I got out of the car without saying a word of thanks. What kind of person am I? Why don't you look at the boss's face like a scumbag? Then goWho has time for that here? And that's right, everyone here is busy, nobody here has time to even remember what happened a second ago, so why be afraid? In any case, it would have been enough if the boss had not asked anything. "Hey, it's been a while since I started this idea, why not just for this... "No, AB. Yesterday, I walked out without even saying thank you. What will the boss think... What a jerk... I have been seen standing with tears in my eyes yesterday.I was so scared. "Oh, that's it. You know that's the point." She made a cushion of her experiences. I didn't know anyone when I came here. But I was never as scared as you. But that was a night. I was totally scared. After work, I left the office. It was not the flat I have now, it was a small room.was One such day after working overtime, when I came down it was past ten o'clock at night. When the busy roads turned into alleyways, I was terrified. To top it off I felt like someone was following me. Looked and saw no one. The speed of my walk increased and so did the speed of the person behind. When they came to me, they knew that there was more than one person. There were four or five of them. I quickly sent my location to the boss and tried to call themI could not even see the place where the phone fell. Totally scared. I have no eyes or hands for crying that day. Couldn't say anything to the boss. I don't know anyone else. I never met anyone in the office. It's been two or three days since I came. When I tried to move, one of them hit me on the head. And I don't remember anything. When I regain consciousness I am in the hospital. There is also a lady staff who was in the office with her. That day I have themI didn't know but now I know Annah John... Then she said that it was the boss who took her to the hospital and then she was called and taken to the hospital. The boss didn't even ask about it when he went to the office the next day. She was also told not to tell anyone what happened and make me feel bad. Boss is such a good man. So don't be afraid and go boldly. No matter what she said, I was hesitant. Bossinta with the file as usualWhen I went to his office, as AB said, he did not ask or say anything. Ahhh what a relief… When she came home after work, AB told us that the flat we were staying in also belonged to the boss, because it was safe and close to the office. Did you hear that? Now the fear is gone and I feel a lot of love and respect for that man... Dream Dream... "Hello. "Ha, tomorrow is at 10:30 sharp. I have to come to the flat office early to get some filesis there to take. "Where to... "Going to America. There are two meetings. Then there are two important clients of ours to meet... When the boss hung up the phone, I quickly went and told AB. She said this is normal, you are not an assistant, Poiko. This is how the meeting will happen. Notify anything in advance. Always be prepared. Business is like this. Don't be afraid boss will take good care of you... Can't say it's not coming. This is not my job. But how do you go... Reluctantly I packed my luggage...

*to be continued*

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[30/01, 1:25 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿════════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Four* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs This is the first time I am participating in a meeting. I presented the intro of our project in front of so many people. The eyes were full. When all dreams come truePerformance is something else. A feeling that words cannot describe. I presented things in both meetings in a way that was not bad for the company even though my hands and legs were shaking. When I reached the airport after everything, I found out that the flight was an hour and a half late. Then I just sat in the VIP restroom. " well done, i think u feel scared. But u did it well. I feel great. "Thank youu sir, actually am just nervous and scared but.... " ok good. Anyway... Office work is not easy. But not hard. He always needs good attention. Failures will always be with you and those who are with you will cheat you. After all, no one stands up without falling. I reached the region by falling. There was no one to even raise one. I felt a lot of pain that day. IBeing the son of my father's first wife, the family (my father married another man and has children) did not support me in any way. I will work behind me or sometimes a step ahead for my mistakes. And that's what I'm thinking. However, sometimes when you are beaten unexpectedly, you get very tired. But my little sister-in-law likes me a lot. She sometimes shouts at me when their speech comes against me. ThatShe said that now they have stopped talking when she is there because they know... Poor good child... I like her and they like me, but we are not the same blood. And then the problem is that there are two mothers. Once that will change and that mother will accept me... I saw the boss's eyes fill up when he said poor. My eyes were full without realizing it. It's not the life we ​​see on the outside, no matter how rich or beautiful many people are inside, everyone can see it and no one knows itPainful memories and truths... Sometimes I think too. If all people were caring and loving, there would be no problem. There is no hatred, jealousy or anger in love. If you feel tired, there will always be someone around to support you... and then you will feel. If everything is good, if it is only happiness, then it should be a pleasure. Even if there is only happiness, man will go crazy, he needs happiness and sadness. Life is not a mixture of happiness and sadness. If that's not allIn Patachon, heaven alone was enough. We need everything, please give us what we can afford... But! Some time ago, the entrance of the soul of our mind, that is what makes everything worse. There is only one solution. Let us understand ourselves. You can tell others that no one knows you like I know you. No one else knows me like you know me. Just go... Only we know ourselves.. Even if everyone knows everything, there is something inside that no one knows.Many secrets are there for all to see... It's like that... The flight came. Went up and slept well. I have not been able to sleep a bit because of the fear. I capitalized on it for a while though... When he arrived, he asked the boss if he would come with something urgent. I didn't feel like saying anything else. He said it was so urgent. I felt something on the face of the boss, something angry or sad... I felt fast until I was driving... The car arrived in front of a house. I also walked slowly behind the boss... Nice house. Interior furniture... Suddenly a little older woman came and said something. I followed the boss as directed. When I reached the front of a room and opened the door slowly, I got scared and fell on the floor... *to be continued*

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[30/01, 1:27 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Five* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs There are bottles and glasses scattered on the floor. There are drops of blood here and there. There is some blood near the bed. A leg soaked in it. Me and the boss are crazy.He went to her. The boss picked her up and ran out. Went to the hospital and got dressed. There are four stitches on the leg and there are no other serious injuries. She was put on a drip because she was so tired. After that, the doctor said that there is nothing wrong with going home. The boss's eyes are red. I have cried so much. the poor When I heard one more story, my boss and I were so hurt. It started out as a good day. got upBy the time he arrived, his father's breakfast was on the dining table and his mother was smiling. Antics of the little girl. A different dawn. Since it was vacation, we went on a trip. Saw many nice places. Met nice people. Tasted variety of foods. My father loves variety of foods. To eat and have, so if you hear variety, you will go there. I am fifteen years old. Celine (sister) is five. Father's office and affairs are busy but freeDays we will find something to be happy together. By the time Anna left, it was very late. However, our city reached around twelve o'clock at night. Celine had fallen asleep while laughing and joking. I couldn't sleep. I joined in on their joke. Suddenly it felt like a big truck and I remember it. We were hit by a car. When he regained consciousness, he was in the hospital. No one said anything except that they were okay after looking for their father and mother. The office staff stayed with me and my sister-in-law. The very next day, father also shifted us to the room. Dad's arm and leg are fully covered and Ellin said there is a bone bruise. He said he has a plaster on his neck and can't move it. Then the excitement was rising inside me. Mom... Celine also cries asking for her mother from time to time. I was totally scared. When they all fell asleep, I slowly got up and walked around. I'm fine with a small bruise on my arm and four stitches on my head.You can walk inside. I walked without making a sound... went to the casualty and searched. They showed me the ICU. As I cried, the doctor removed the curtain from the outer doors and showed me to my mother. When I saw my unconscious mother wearing an oxygen mask... My pain deepened again. The nurse took me to the room. Will you be able to sleep without lying down? In the morning the doctor came. He took my father in a wheelchair. I also slowly went back. Celine was sleeping. Crowd in front of ICU. I lost consciousness and fell on the floor when I saw a white-clad figure on a stretcher. Father was crying. That day I hated the world itself... That shock weakened Selin's mental state. Slowly my father recovered. He started going to the office like before. But! The conversation in the house stopped. Happiness stopped. The laughter stopped. From then on it was just me and Celine. I stood with her. She cries in her sleepHe would take whatever he got in his hand and throw it, and he would take something and hurt his own body. But a sister is coming to help! Only I was able to control her then and now... My father married someone else. That too, the CEO of another company who is a partner with my father... It was love at first. Then it became an act only for my father to watch. Then they moved to another house leaving us alone in this house. No matter what you say, change your fatherI don't know if I took it. Dad's world was reduced to just us and him. Eighteen years have flown by. She is still like this. To tell you the truth, I'm afraid to sit in the office... I'm afraid that something will happen to her... I'll call home a hundred times. And travel is just because it is necessary... No one in the office knows about this. I haven't told anyone. When I saw him, I felt that I could say something. Felt like my celine. What about the crying bossI didn't know what to say and comfort. I felt a great poverty for words. To tell you the truth, this is the first time I have seen such a big man cry like this. The poor thing is in a lot of pain. Although she has been undergoing many treatments, none of them have brought much change to her. Maybe when she remembers that day, she becomes very violent. It was bad when I heard that the boss doesn't sleep at night because it's not enoughI felt sad. It could be the shock of that day and the addition of Selin. Sleep only one or two hours a day. Poor... Even though the happy face was serious, it didn't seem like a good man who was walking around with so much pain inside. That day I went home with them from the hospital. Helped sister to clean her room. But she didn't say anything to me. And she doesn't talk to anyone. Laughed at me though.That was a surprise to the boss. It's been 18 years since she smiled... When everything was over, I gave her the mitt in the bag and told her to come tomorrow. She took it and shook her head. When I was told that I should be a good boy, I showed my teeth and smiled... Something made me feel very happy too. What a beautiful girl...looks like an angel... Wide eyes, sunken cheeks, red lips, white complexion... What a pretty face. without painI got out. The boss dropped me off at the flat. Ebin described his American trip. But this was not said. If the boss doesn't tell anyone or if he doesn't like it... Then I go and see her every now and then and give her Mittai and play with her for a while... The boss and the sister said there is peace now... but she only smiles when she sees me... I was surprised. So said the boss. I am their motherThere is a shade... That's how happy she feels when she sees me... Poor... Every life tells a wonderful story. And that's different stories and experiences... Dream Dream.. The call came from the office. It was urgent and went away. Everyone seems to be in trouble and the staff are running here and there with files. I walked into the boss's room... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:29 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Six* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs When I inquired about the matter, I came to know that the information about the new project was out. But how did this happen? No one knows who finally left the office. Not me, the boss and I were together yesterdayGone is that and we got off early. But the file is missing from my cabin…. The new CCTV is damaged. Not bad. Someone may have damaged it. But only yesterday's scenes will not be included in it. Discussions took place in the meeting. No one said anything and no one knew. I felt very sad. It felt like someone was interrupting my dreams. "Don't be afraid, To. I trust you. And we went down together. But something wrong... "Me tooI felt boss. But! Someone here must have taken it. Or there is a helper here for sure.. "yes you don't worry. I will manage it. I know who... "Whoa.. Boss. Someone we don't expect. But if she did, sure enough. She will fall into some trap. Ebin. I was skeptical from the beginning. Because she and you are the only ones in your office most of the time. She is the only one who knows your files correctly. It doesn't matter.Don't ask her anything now. We have to find out the reasons first. Cause I'm sure she is. When I checked the old CCTV, it was clear that she was walking out of your room with the file. When the new is damaged, the old is not damaged. She will forget that. Then the police came. Checked the office. Checked the CCTV... but the boss had already removed the old one or they would have taken her away. According to the boss, two or threeI noticed her that day. All her comings and goings and phone calls. I told the boss what I understood. She was also signed to Carl Records. I know that trust in her is a betrayal! She is doing something wrong. I do this out of conviction and to save both of them and the company. After listening to all the records, the boss felt like a piece of cake. He handed it all to me without saying a word. He sat in the office. DoorLocked. I didn't understand anything. More than what I hear and understand, the boss understands something and sometimes the person on the other end understands. But! The tone of the threat was loud throughout the conversation. This is a trap for Athurappa AB too. How about her...? Boss said not to ask her anything and she can't ask. Anyway, I'm stuck now. Both are silent. When I was lying in the bed, I heard something...is taking From then on, home and office were the same. silence No matter what you ask or say, it's like saying Salaam in the church... I started getting bored. Then a relief when I go to the boss's house and talk to that cell and play with her, there is some peace... Now the cell has changed a bit. Laughing and eating well. I hear everything said. Vylan is not as good as he used to be... the poor guy is back to being a good boy like he used to beI have to come. But I can work with the boss in peace, travel and sleep... Played with her and did not know how much time passed. When she fell asleep, I slowly left the room. It was past ten at night. How can I go back? I left the room and reached the dining hall. There was the boss quietly looking at the files. "Isn't it too late today, sleep with Selin. I can go tomorrow... Boss said looking up at me. "No. I'll go. Herenot near "No. There are some things to talk about. Anyway, don't go today. Tomorrow we have somewhere to go. Go and lie down. I didn't feel like dismissing the boss's determined words. I slept with Celine. The poor beautiful child is sleeping. I did not sleep because I was lying in a different place or because some thoughts were wandering inside me. Where will you go tomorrow? What would you say to me? I woke up to someone knocking on the door. hurry upOpened and looked. "Hurry up and get ready. I'll wait… Not sure when thoughts gave way to sleep. It was the call of the boss that woke me up. Ready soon. We got off. I realized that it was not to the office and was afraid to ask where. Reason. The boss's face was flashing many expressions that were not clear. The car then stopped at the police station. I looked at the boss as if I didn't understand anything. Just walk inand gestured. I walked behind Officer Mark and the boss. They handed over the chip containing many files and some videos and records from the office to the boss. They talked again. He talked about re-opening a case. I didn't understand anything. I was just looking there like an idiot. We shook hands with them and got off. Bossanica extended the files from the car. I took a look and found the records of December 28, 2015. I looked at the boss.The boss nodded yes. Yes, on the day of their trip and that accident. The day that made the boss's life dark and deprived of happiness... "Now this... "Ah, I felt this way since our files were missing. I went to the station to investigate. They suspected that it was an assassination attempt. Inspector Wang John Jason, who was investigating it secretly, died in the same accident. The officers who were with me were threatened by many unknown numbers.came With that, the case was closed that day. When they told me all this, I wanted to know who was behind it. I should have known the purpose of those who killed my mother. I should have known those who lost my father's love even though I have him today. Boss's eyes were red. The pains that were stuck in that heart flowed like tears. moaned before me like little children. I was so confused that I couldn't even say a word of comfort... I flipped through those files. In thatPhoto of Eb on last page. But the name is different. Elina John... and the photo above is Stephin John... I looked at the boss. The boss replied with a fake smile. It is them. Abby and my stepmother Steph. I was also surprised at first. I found out when I searched well. Ebin "no" that Elina John is my step mother's daughter from her first relationship. In that accident that day. My stepmother has something to do with it. Don't miss themThis is the information I got when I searched. This was kept by the inspector who died on that day. They gave it only because of me. Now and then there are small problems in the office even before you come. Even then I had no doubts about AB. Now since seeing that CCTV footage... "Never mind then. You should hurry and change the room. Before she gets suspicious. Today if you can. Move to my guest house.There is no one there. You will be near my house and you will not be afraid of anything. It is dangerous for you to stay with her anymore. She has a purpose. Don't sacrifice anything for me. This is enough for us to know for now. Let it be a decision and then do what is needed. Until then let her stay in my flat... The boss nodded to everything he said. I walked into the flat. Suddenly I was pushed into a car by someone wearing a face covering. With my mouth shut. No sound came out. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:30 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part :Seven* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs When I regained consciousness I slowly tried to get up. No I can't get up my hands and feet are tied together. I'm all tangled up like a round ball... This darknessAm I the only one in the room? Can't even make a sound... Ira did not come to the office from the next day. I (the boss) called a few times but did not get it. What happened to this girl? I don't wake up in the morning. Maybe because of the rush. When she returned home after the office, she said that she was staying with Eb. Now I will not ignore the fact that she has a close relationship with me. Rather than being an assistant, her coming to my house is now a discussion in the officeThat is the subject. I quickly left the car to the flat. I knocked on the door. AB came and opened the door pretending not to know anything. "Where is Ira? I didn't see her in the office today. I didn't call her. Is she sick anymore? "I don't know boss. She didn't come to the room before. I also called. I didn't get it. Was she not with the boss... Then where did she go... She was taking so many questions that I didn't have time to listen or answer. I have so many questionsLay down and roll over. I brought her here and what happened to her. "If anything happens to her, all your games will end here. Remember, you will see me when you are not seeing me... I angrily looked at Ebi and let go of the anger I felt in my mind, I quickly walked towards my car. But what happened to her? I sifted through the beach where she used to go, the park, the shopping mall, even my house and even the closed guest house. Don't worry about herNo information. He went straight to the police station and told all the things from yesterday. Due to my appearance and outgoing personality, the staff refer to me as the bloodless devil in the office. They don't know that those are tricks to hold office. After all this time, I am very scared now. Poor child's life because of me... "When you bring her to the flat, she notices any unusual people or carsWas it? "No. Sir. I got off in front of the flat and left quickly. I didn't notice anything. But there was a car lying a little away. I felt that the people in it were forgetting their faces. But! So I... "Okay, do you remember the beetle's number or anything else?" "Can't remember the number. But it was a black Toyota van. Hi, I noticed that you left yesterday. Here is a file on that. Check out what's in it... I bought it and looked. Stephen John, Martyn Ethick... Is this... the new one... Named after Martin Ethic. The truck that ran you over that day... I don't know who the other one was. Before collecting more information sir…. They consoled me and sent me away. But! Aati was inside me. Afraid that something will happen to her because of me. Poor girl. I have never trusted anyone so deeply since my mother left. I think she is like my sister Selin...(She's like my sister-in-law Selene to me) But that Stephen John... isn't he... My phone keeps ringing, what drama does she have to play in this? I don't feel like picking up the phone. ** Ira is scared and dry in the dark room. Where is the dark room? I'm all over it. How to escape here. Iron and plastic chairs and tables are piled up here. But! Can't see anyone? who meHe brought me here. Why would it be? I slowly moved towards the bed of irons. The ropes were cut with great difficulty. My hand is cut in amputation donation and bleeding good stretch... I slowly got up and walked slowly. No one is seen around. Where is my phone and bag... I slowly push the window panes waiting to break. One of its ends fell off... There are people standing outside. goodTadimadan Mar cut out their eyes and how could I have escaped if I had got a phone and could have called someone. Ah, my bag, it's not my bag, I saw my bag on the half-broken tab and slowly took it, the phone is in it. It's staying off and when I turn it on the battery is down.. what to do... Anyway I turned on data and sent my location to the boss. By then the phone was switched off again. Reached the boss's phone... there is no other way to escape from here. I stood hereIf I come down, those wooden people will see me and catch me, then what will happen.... I called the police and gave my location and I went back... This location is my father's old closed building. How did she get there? The police had reached there before me and I was just behind... Even after going there and searching every nook and cranny, she was not found. Instead, I got a bag and a phone... that's her phoneThey must have seen it taken... We quickly took the car and searched all the nearby places... Where did they transfer her to? DRIM DRIM Suddenly my phone rang. I took it because it was from home. "Sir, come quickly... Mol is crying a lot... I'm scared... She seems to be afraid of something... I look here and there, but I can't see anything. Come quickly... I left the car straight home when the sister of the house stopped saying it in one breath....*to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:32 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Eight* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs By the time I got home she was exhausted from crying. Although I asked many things, I saw a ghost in her voice (I saw ghost). Nothing is said except that... did they come here now...My step ma...she used to say this when she met them... "Was anyone here. Did you see? "No, I was taking a bath. I heard her crying and there was no one here. I looked for a while and didn't see anyone. But! The doors were open. Um...maybe they came by that time. She only reacts like this when she sees them… I sat next to her for a while. Poor...wept and wept... Am I correct in my guess... myHey no... That's impossible... But i think this is horrible feel...make me sick...) (I feel... makes me sick) The thoughts are driving me crazy. I kept calling the police. The message that came to the phone did not bother me at all. 📩 don't make me worry, let's stop everything... That's better...) Along with that came the call. "Hurry up.Come to the station... I reached the station as told by the inspector... I heard it without any surprise because I understood everything before. My mother was killed by my stepmother... I felt like crying out more than sadness. Property... lost to me my happy childhood mother who is the life of my life. The younger sister who is still waiting for her mother without turning a blind eye... The clouds seemed black on me. There is a rain call... I don't have an umbrella... I'm alone to get wet I'm alone to cry... I went to Ira, who was brought to the hospital by the inspector after enduring a lot of pain... Poor thing... She didn't say anything but smiled... Maybe she was very tired because she hadn't eaten for two or three days. The cut part of the hand is bandaged... I am the only one who can't make anyone happy and everyone who is close to me is hurting... what a birth I have... When the trip was full, I took herwent home My sister was given to look after her... Days are not going so well... Files are also held in hand. I walked into the office… My staff, Henna, came running and told me that the police had taken my stepmother away... I didn't feel like asking or telling her anything. I got into the lift without saying a word and looked at her... Why are humans so cruel? He finds comfort by hurting others for his own desires and selfishness... The losses of those who are in pain do not affect them... When the inspector said that the woman (stepmother) had killed my mother for property and money... what can I say... I felt a kind of feeling that cannot be expressed in words... anger, sadness... helplessness... I got off the lift and opened my office room... Waiting for me there... "Man... That sound really hurt me for a long time... I saw my father with a helpless look on his faceTurned back. "Can you forgive me, man? I didn't understand anything. Or I didn't try to understand... Through you my eyes were opened. But! I have lost everything. Without understanding the pains of my son, without looking back at my mother... He who forgot your mother, who was everything to me, and dressed himself as a fool... I have you today... At that time, the words were wretched in me... my tongue was unable to say anything. the mindwas stationary. I hugged my father who was crying in front of me... "Let me love you... nothing is wrong with you. It is our destiny... in this world I love only mother and you... We said goodbye to complaints and frustrations and went home with our pain inside us... When I got home, I was shocked to see Selin smiling and talking... Ira was with her... Father took her and hugged her tightlyMothers gave... Her moans like a little child could be seen coming out in tears. But! This is the first time without violin in a long time... amazing... All because of... Ebin stayed away because he felt that there was too much between us. After some time I also went out... "Are you fine... No... I'll be back in a bit. Now it comes as a set here. Now don't force me to get married... I got thisThe job is... I came out after listening to Ira's phone conversation... I heard her crying... She saw me and hung up the phone. She could see my look... She answered my questions without asking. Everything about the family members who are busy in the country for her wedding... and everything about my aunt who is waiting to tie the knot. Even though she said it with a smile, the pain that could stop her dreams was clearly visible in her eyes. Poor... Suddenly myA message came to the phone. yes yes private number... who is this is there anyone else... 📩 don't repeat. You're going to very danger... Let's wait and see... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:33 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Nine* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs The boss is very happy with the new message. "Ira... The boss is calling because he can't go to the office. After meeting Selin and giving her a hug, I went down to the office with my boss. "I want to apologizeExcept to say. I can't do anything. Excuse me. Because of me, Aira is a bit... "Hey, nothing like that. Then I felt a fear. Because when I reached a situation that I have often read about in the news. Now I feel like I am a character in a story or a novel. If we have experience in life, then there will be a charm to move forward... I think it's wonderful experience in my life. ... And unforgettable... "However. All as he said when he thought about itis the story. The time you are experiencing is not a novel... Maybe you are in a lot of pain... Let's go... There is a surprise gift in the office today for Irak... I must have got the promotion. Then Ebin resigned. I already knew all this from henna. However, if the boss has made it a surprise, we will be shocked... I got down to the office and walked towards my seat... when I opened the door someone was sitting on my chair... my nameIf you don't see the forest... "Hey, is this… in here? How did you get in?" "I entered because this is my place... It's none of your business... I was shocked to see the claimant smiling at me. Is this the surprise that the boss said... Oh. That was not enough. " Altafika... what are you... Before I could finish speaking, the boss came between us. "Ira... how are you surprise... your seat is AB's cabin from now on. She is now my assistant... It's because you think it's safe... Then they told me that they had a senior-junior relationship in America before him and were in the same hostel and college. I felt something that I could not know before. But this turned out to be a bad thing... We were married in the country after I was over. After that, Altafika went to America to study... even though he used to come on vacation every now and then. Because the wedding is fixed, I see oneIt was crazy. I will walk away when I see someone. If you call, you will not be able to pick it up. When the boss is gone, Altafika looks like something to me and laughs. I quickly walked to my new cabin. There were some files waiting for me. That's how to sign in and how to collect information in the system. Oh... I've been gone for a few days, so some work is painting... Will I be overworked again... I can't... I'm afraid of night duty... It's easy to say dialogues, if someone follows behind, all the stored strength will be drained... "Ira... if there is more work, add other staff who are free. Then take what you can do at home... you have to come here on time, no overwork... Ohh... calm down... seems the boss has read our minds... So take some work home and go to KorchPeople also helped… So he left the office. Went to pick up my things from Eb's flat. The bell rang... It was Altafiqa who opened the door. "Ah... this one... you know how to come to see me... I thought that if I came to this place like before, you would run away from it. "I... I... This is where my belongings stayed... Before I could finish speaking, the elder went in... and took all my things. Then talked a little. Or whatDon't you think... a fear... It's more about family matters and papa is angry with me for delaying the wedding... what can I say... I needed some more time. "It's okay... I just came here. We can stay anywhere for six months and I accept it... Don't be afraid. If you like it here, we can come here after the wedding... I will talk to them and understand. Then I will agree to stay with you. ... not where I amWhat you want... Can you hide when you see me again... Do I agree to it like now... I thought that was right. Ah, let's take it easy for now... I said to Altafikan that I will see you in the office, and I quickly left... The elder is playing tricks on me again with a fake smile... I am not a person who has known my character since my childhood... But what... the man who carried me when I was young... six years older than me. They went to school together. differentEven if it's a class, a school and a bus... I'm a bit hesitant now that it's like this. To talk to the elders... I don't like it, but my father and mother like this wedding. So I reached the guest house with the stuff...fresh. Went to see Selin... Boss was not there. He called the police station and said that he had gone... Sitting with Selin for a while... Poor thing must be feeling guilty. Her father rarely even steps out of the house now... Not for a long time.Even if her boss comes with her, I can see them sitting outside and talking many nights from my guest house room... Humans and life change so quickly. Although they have the ability to understand everything and do things, sometimes people are like this... they will be like an end in everything... and then they will think about the things they have done and regret. But even if we tell them this once, they will not be able to understand it at that time. Therefore Loss ofAnd until they are mature enough to experience it...they will be like that and then like this...what... In that sense, this is what life is all about. At first, when the boss told me, I was very angry with him. The boss doesn't have it. Even then, the boss will say that the father is a puppet and then something has made the situation like this... But! Now I feel helpless. Pity... by the time we understand that some things are not like that, some things are opportunities, good things and so onWe will lose a lot... and not an experience... So the next day I sat down with the files for the office... After looking at the laptop for a long time, my neck and eyes hurt... Typing made my hand sore... When I locked myself there and looked at the clock, it was 2:30. Got up quickly and freshened up, took all the books to the office and walked. I've been hungry for a long time... I stayed up late and didn't have time to wake upIt's late. Did Subhi lie down fast for someone and prayed... That sleep was long and gone... The boss's face is very sad. Did you ask... do you want... or don't you... Anyway, I ordered two and asked... the poor I am shocked to hear everything from the station... But like this... Why can humans be so cruel sometimes... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:35 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Ten* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs The boss is in pain after realizing all the truth, even if he doesn't accept or love him, he will call that stepmother mother and they will call me back with love.The person who walked away... then this will be very painful. When you know that those you want to love have only seen your brokenness and pain before... And the boss was completely silent. I don't talk to anyone like I used to. Like seriously...just full office stuff. Same at home... story. Suddenly a phone call came from the country... Altafika came to meet me at the office with that news. You say that Uppapak is in the hospital unwell and that we must comeand did So soon we went home. The boss gave me leave considering the situation and our relationship. It was an unexpected arrival. But inside, there is a feeling... Don't do anything to your father, Lord... Pava... And he will take a strict stance in everything for our safety... He loves us so much... That's why when I moved here, it was my father who objected the most.. That was the experience of Altafikan too. Male and femaleNo problem. That poor guy has a bad mood when he wants to stay away from us. I went straight to the hospital... When I saw my uncle lying in the ICU with an oxygen mask, my heart sank. My heart was not listening to any words. Altafika took us home with luggage. MyHis house and Altafikan's house are on the same ground... We, the family, have ten houses there. Everyone insisted on going home, but I didn't go. I didn't feel like going. There is no fun in that house when papa is here. The happiness of that house is having uncle and aunt. They are laughing... So for a week, my father was in the ICU. Then moved to the room. As soon as he saw us, everything changed. No moreDon't go like a child... So no one could do anything but say yes to uncle. Isn't it much bigger than dreams... Those who taught to dream are the ones who caused it... So as per the wish of uncle... Pandal was prepared in the house... The house was also decorated with bulbs of different colors... Only my mind was afraid of not being able to go to work anymore rather than happiness. Work is not a need for me, it is a desire that I have had from the time I was studying. Do not work in a big company...go to many different countries for work needs...meet new good people and know their cultures. Learn multiple languages... There is so much life around us that we don't see. There are joys and sorrows. See everything and know... All this from here, what a fear... There are people around me who put henna on me, who laugh at me, who I don't see, who keep me private... My mind is just wandering somewhere.He also... I was shocked when my father told me that he wanted to get married soon. But! It was not a good situation to run away from... Even Altaf Ka, who had said that he was stuck for six months, was shaken that day. When Altafika and I called the boss, the boss was joking. Because I was a person who walked away with a lot of excuses. Everything is like this now... the poor The boss also wants to come. But! Isn't it a situation where you can't go with Selene... and we are also in the officeWithout it, the work is too much. If you can't hand over anything to the assistant who has been temporarily suspended... and it's not like usual, isn't it that some problems have passed... still there is a case and a threat... so you put that pothi in the local news that you can be the boss again... 🎼🎵🎶🎶" Chelulla Maniyara is ready Ajabullah Maran also came down There was a twinkle in the eye... Nari Bal Kiesum is ready..."🎼 And so the wedding of uncle's golden children took place with great fanfare... Grandchildren of Haider HajiThe wedding was the talk of the whole country. The most beautiful country ever seen... Because that was not enough, five more poor children were married in the same pandal. All the gold and mahar and the dress for them belong to Uppapa... Something... that's why my wedding was so bright... After the wedding, Altafika used to make fun of me by saying old things. It went like that for a while. Then he took his family home and walked down. By the time the party was over, I was aloneU will probably be fat... Everyone has biryani, manthi, mutton, chicken, beef... oh... To be honest, sometimes I feel like there is nothing to go to work... It's good fun... Home, people and noise... I don't feel like going anywhere... But sometimes despite all this, the desires make me want to go there again... But only Altafiq got permission to go... He told me not to go. Uppa and umma told me not to say a word because I was not feeling wellSaid... Only Altafiqa didn't say anything... So Altafika was about to leave... No matter how much I said, my case was not considered. "Hey, it's okay, Nick, here for a while. I'll go and find a way… "What, papa won't agree.. "That's all... don't worry... everything will be fine. Give them some time... be happy... by then I will see the way... When Altafika said that, somewhere inside, a snake of hope has sprouted... It will be... True.Where to go... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:36 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Eleven* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs I am going after a lot of hard work... Dad is fine now. And when he saw my loneliness and distress, he told me. "Altaf is there. There he isIf you like, go to me. I couldn't contain my joy when I heard it. Grandmother hugged her father and gave her a hug. Happy to all who watched... And Umma has prepared pickles, meat powder, dried coconut chamanthi, rice powder and so many things that there is no place to put the dress... And if you want to eat all these things, you have to come home. I don't know when. So I took everything. Even though the desire to go is full of themIt is Bejar who wants to leave everything. These days were happy days. It was always the feast day... light, people, noise, play and laughter... and there was only one drawback that there was no Altafika... I said goodbye to everyone... This is one of the flights and my sleep... I shut all my thoughts and fell asleep... Altafika has come to wait for me... took my luggage and put it in the cart and we went to the guest house. Like a familyThe boss brought Altafikan here saying that it is not possible to stay in the guest house in the flat. Anyway, there was a beautiful lady waiting for me in the yard of the house. After watching for a while, I understood the person. I have never seen her so beautiful before. He ran and hugged me. Well spoken. Without letting her enter the guest house, she took her home and gave me tea and her favorite biscuit.. I just stared at her. Selin is someone who suffered a lot and lost a lot... a good childhood, laughter, play, mother, father, education... and so on... She has come back to normal after so long... so she has a lot to gain... Ah and then the case is over... Those who lost their mothers were punished according to the law for those who made their lives like this... The new people behind them were found to be their hired killers.All were brought before the law. They are not the only ones who have suffered losses... No matter how much punishment they get, they have lost and they have lost, but they have not got anything back... I sat with her for a while and went to the guest house...Altafika had already gone to the office. There is a note in the room... " 📩 Today you have rest, tomorrow, let's go to the office together. There is food in the kitchen.. Have a nice day dear..." Bathed and freshI lay down. I am a person who can't get enough sleep... so I went to bed with the AC fully closed and locked... "Atara… Selin… "I don't know... I haven't seen before... a scary face... Ira won't leave me alone... "No, honey... there's that figure coming towards us... what do we do... There are only two of us in this secluded area... no one can hear us even if we call out loud... we don't even remember why we came here. I have seen such a place beforeI don't know... in this cold winter... why Selin and I came here so early in the morning... I ran through the trees holding Selin's hand... the figure is running behind us... as we speed up, its speed increases... what? It is the form.. not a human but an animal with the most terrifying face ever seen... a deep voice... fingers with sharp claws... Suddenly it disappears... it comes again... running and running we are confused... I put her in a cave and me the beastSo I ran again... I ran and ran... I came to a pit... I was afraid to jump... because it was death... But... if I fell victim to this animal, it was a brutal death... I closed my eyes and jumped.. . Tum Tum Tum... "Ahhh... Oh... was this a dream... I must be sweating and scared... Tum Tum... Someone is knocking at the door... I slowly got up and opened the door. I was shocked to see the man... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪*ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:37 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Twelve* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Altaf came after work and did not see Aira. However, thinking that he had gone for some shopping or something, he sat silently for a while. But time passes quickly... it's getting darkWhen he started, something inside him... When you pick up the phone and dial, it rings from the room itself. Aathi was getting angry... When I went straight to the boss's house and told the matter... They didn't even notice that anyone was coming. Called all her friends who knew her and went to all the places she used to go... No one knew anything... She was nowhere... What the Lord... What happened to my girl... So I (Althaf) along with the boss went to the police station and told the matter. BeforeAs they knew all the incidents, they understood the person immediately. But all the old cases are closed... then what happened now? In any case, the old places and everything adjacent to it were searched, but the effort was unsuccessful. Since hearing the news, Selin has been in a state of non-stop tears...Vallo was her companion. When she is happy that she has come back, this is how... Missing is not the same now...no clue. I am becoming more and more each dayI am going crazy...I don't know what to do. Endless day and night... Now where should I go and search... What else should I say to Umman, she is mine... Even though I cry so much, no one sees me. Days have passed and now it's been two or three months... I can't hold on anymore. Both were ordered and informed at home. cover upOn the other hand, he was crying. And I can't say anything. I said something to them and cut the car. One went to the police station with the boss. They still haven't got a clue. When I heard that, I couldn't bear it. I burst out there, forgetting myself. Aren't the police human beings... I shouted whatever I felt in my mouth... They didn't respond because they knew the boss and saw my condition. The boss took me and walked away...I'm confused... Does she know something...? Why did she leave me alone... Why did she not see my pain... Why didn't she come? Where did she go... Why is she like this... Her memories, laughter, moments with her... my heart breaks... how painful these moments are... I wandered everywhere she went. All the people watching there felt like her face... felt like her smile... her when they laughedThe dimples on his face seemed to flush like cheeks... Vaiya is driving me crazy... I don't see anyone except her. I don't feel like going out of the house. She is in every nook and corner of the house... her voice. That voice shakes my eardrums. No I can't... Why am I living like this without her... Where am I... What place is this, Lord... Where am I going... It was like a miracle that I escaped from those vultures that day... The landI am like the tribals in this unnamed place... It's a desert anyway. No phone here, no tall buildings. Thatched houses have to walk miles for drinking water... How fleeting are my dreams... Wings are dry and burnt... There is no way to go here... No one comes from outside... But the life here... Although it feels painful, these people are blind to the outside world. They don't know anything other than here. In any case, if you close your eyes, you will see the cat's eyes that dayI don't know the person because he is wearing a mask... but I have never seen those eyes before or after. Why did he come to my house and take me away? Luckily, I came to my senses at that petrol station... I got out of the car and ran... I got into the rest of the lorry I saw in front of me and lay down... When it got dark, I fell asleep... Then the car stopped here... Then a I didn't even see the car... There are still places like this in the worldAmazing... They gave me shelter then... gave me love... gave me water, food and clothes... even today... they hold me tight. But! I want to see my mother. I want to see my uncle. I want to see my uncle. That's all I could say. My altafikak.. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* *with dua's blessing* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:42 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Thirteen* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Even if there is no modern life, even if there is no food with many colors and names. It's good fun here. Reason. Here is love for each other. Although there is no granite floor, it is covered with chidi soilThe ground is very cold. It's a great peace to lie on this ground after all the work is done, even when it's scorching in the heat of the desert. But! Memories of home Altafikan's love only that this waste and ground will be wet with my tears. And sleep. Have I slept in peace? can i Those eyes always scare me when I fall asleep. Who are those blue eyes and why did he bring me to this point? "Honey... "Honey... I am like a jerkHeard this aunt's call. "Ah... "Don't worry, let's find a way. Every now and then, freight cars or photographers come here. So if anyone comes, I can tell you about it... "Oh come on... can I talk to my Altafican? Will he have a phone and help me get here to him?" I was asking a lot of questions without a full stop before their words jumped out at me. Seeing my troubleThey don't feel like saying anything. "Let's ask them. Don't worry." Those who only said that got up from me and left. ** Altaf, who was engrossed in many thoughts, was woken up by the sound of the phone. "Althaf, I have put a news clipping on your phone. Take a look at it. I will be there by then. You are not at home... "There is. Pick up the phone and look. It felt like a miracle. The girl you see on this news has the face of my girl. PakshaI'm tired... what a dress this is. I looked again and again. No, this is my Ira... No matter how tired I am, I know her. This is her... This... How will it go in this desert? My eyes are reading my heart and crying. It seems like you have found some treasure. No, I got the treasure. When the boss came, there was no talking. I quickly got into the car. "That. I'm sure she is… "Hmm. I felt the same way. The place seen on the newsAccordingly we set off. It is some distance from here. The desert is not enough. Today, nobody goes there like that. There are few roads, trains or other facilities. How did she get there? No matter how much I think about it, I can't understand it. We started our journey after crossing many roads and forests. I felt that all the girls who saw something on the road saw her face. Two nights have passed since the start of this journey. Today is the third night. It is a harsh desert.. No houses are visible. The car ran out of fuel. There are no petrol pumps here. There is no habitation to ask anything. Because it was a night when I didn't understand anything. We locked the car and slept in the car. Nothing will be understood until dawn. It is dark. The car ran out of water. Very thirsty what to do in this desert tonight... We both slowly looked at the phone. Oh twelve o'clock. The boss called the office's emergency service anywayThe helicopter has been told by dawn. There is no going back from here. ** After many days of waiting, the photographer came. When you said everything. They understood. But they know when the boss is told. Because the number one company here is now the boss's company... but because they can't get anyone by calling them. I decided to go home with Photographise. Her own daughter gave me food and clothes with so much love with bright eyesIt hurt to leave those who looked like me. Everyone there came to see me off. Everyone's eyes are full. But there is more pain burning inside me? Altafika of my mother, uncle and father. But I am lucky... Patachon protects me in all pains without any danger? Even though my mind was writhing in pain, I escaped from the vultures who tried to hurt me on several occasions without my body hurting. To Allah AlmightyAll praise to Him. ** I slowly woke up from my sleep when the sun hit my eyes through the car window. The boss is a good sleeper. It's a long journey and you'll be very tired. I saw women walking row by row with pots and pans (in the middle). He quickly got up and asked them about things. As soon as they said it, they understood something. As if that wasn't enough, when I showed her a photo, they understood the person. But! That she left. Where to...*to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[30/01, 1:43 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part:Fourteen* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs By the time we searched and reached there, we heard that she had gone to the country. We went and saw the house where she lived and the people who protected her. She is there from themHeard painful stories. Anyway, we were happy to hear that she had left for the country. Kann and Khalb are eager to see her. I have to apologize for not being able to find her for so long. She must have suffered a lot in that place. A place with no facilities, no water, no bathroom. The house itself is what...poor. ** The heart is full of joy to go home. They were brought there by soldiers. All hopeJust when I thought it was over, they came like angels. Old memories with Altafika flicker inside. waiting ended When you reach that sight, something inside is like a feast... I slowly looked ahead to see if they were watching as the inner happiness came out in a smile. Ahhh... We saw a big tourist bus rushing towards our car. **- "Don't go where we are. She wouldn't have gone straight home. "Ah. Therego away Let's call home. The boss picked up the phone and called Selin. But she is not there yet. Um. If you don't come by car, sometimes you will arrive. I picked up my phone when it rang. It was a shock. My phone fell from my hands to the ground. me too. The boss is asking something and I can't hear anything. My heart and legs are still. The boss picked me up and put me in the car. The car left somewhere. By then bosswas informed. When I reached the hospital, I got out of the car and ran. When he saw Aira lying unconscious in the ICU. My balance is off. It was my fault that I brought her here again despite everyone's opposition. No, this would not have happened. I have failed to protect her again and again. For sure, if anything happens to her, I won't be there anymore. And then what is the matter? I was in front of the ICU like a madmanWalked back and forth. If I had arrived earlier, if she was with us, none of this would have happened. If I had been more careful, she would have been with me. Even after a week she has not regained consciousness. When I see her lying like this without a single finger... my insides are very tight... She who grew old for poor dreams now...are her dreams so painful? So many dreamsIs it scary? I would have stopped her from these dreams if giving so much knowledge was the reward of dreams... what pains the journey to her dreams gave her. Is it because of being a woman that there are so many pains? When she lies like this without hearing my calls...does she see the pain of my heart? Hey, girl... why are you hurting me like this? I can't stand this. A madman for you every day and night without feeling lost,You who wandered from place to place, let me take a look at you. This is how you came back. Take me wherever you go... I was ready to bear all your pain... I love you so much... I love to laugh when you laugh and cry with you when you cry... When you sleep I look at you like a miracle... Patachon I thought about the luck that gave me you. the truth You were given to me by virtue of my past life. You are goneOh, I'm totally broken... Open your eyes and let me see your eyes... Don't you want to see me... I'm sick to see you like this... I can't " Altaf look... from her eyes... "Ah... Suddenly I... she... she is listening... listening... Immediately called the doctor... The doctor suddenly changed us... In front of the ICU... I saw her tears and thought about that face... “Doctor… my Ira… "Don't be afraid To... she's the eyeWill open now... After saying that, the doctor patted my shoulder and left... I don't know my condition. Because I am in a state now... there is happiness, there is sadness... there is something... if she opens her eyes soon... She took it and left. Wet the cloth with lukewarm water and wet her hands and feet... poor... how much pain she must be enduring... As my tears fell on her fingers, she gently stirred them... I immediately called the doctor...*to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

[01/02, 4:00 pm] Mihras Koduvally: *✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part: Fifteen* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs She is looking around as if she doesn't know anything. I slowly went closer and held her hand and she moved her hand... "Who are you... who are these... That question struck a chord in my heartwas My Rabbi... I got up from my seat and slowly walked out. If you see Altaf's behavior, you will know that he is completely broken.. ** Everyone is looking at Ira helplessly like a wonder... Selin's eyes are full of tears... "Why am I here... how... It's okay Aira, let's go home after a few days... After listening carefully to Selin's words.. "Ira... who is Ira... is my name... Aira's question seemed to get stuck in Selin's throatI felt... my eyes filled up... the words got stuck in my throat. He held Aira's hands gently...sat silently for a while...then said to Selin. It's okay... I'll tell you... everything will be alright slowly. And there was a poverty of words. Everyone was silent. Entering the silence, the doctor looked at everyone. Then he looked at Ira and smiled. Apo Altaf was not there, so he went outside. Altaf went to see the doctor. slowlySlowly she will come to her memory. But! It can take a lot of time. After the body recovers you must travel through her old memory space. Especially through her likes. When that happens, the memories will slowly come back. Then she will accept you all. Days went by in the hospital. There was more silence than noise. There were many such scenes in that hospital. Those who have lost their eye sight, legs, hands, ears and many other things. rememberThose who suffer and are hurt by seeing their own people as strangers. Isn't that a terrible sight? ! That's my situation now. My wife, my girl, who loved me as much as my life. That she didn't even know who was this me who had been waiting for her so painfully for so long. do you know After hearing Altaf's question, Selin and the boss looked at Altaf as if they were wondering. He continued again. She was the butterfly of our family. in the familyFirst born daughter. Uppa has anything she wants. If she comes late after class, it's not just home. Father gives peace to the whole family and everyone is like that if he and she are late for a while. All will search for her. She was like that. Will reach everywhere. Like a butterfly. Pari Pari will walk. Play and laugh. Everyone had a crush on her. Me too. Even though it was my childhood love, I think it will be lost in the name of familyI walked inside without saying anything. Every day and in the dark, without her knowing, I walked and guarded her. As a family, I told you about the wedding. my pleasure. It was an indescribable thing. Yet I fail to protect her who is mine. I can't control myself when I think about it. something No soothing hands give me peace. Their words do not even reach my ears. And not! the heart of the bodyWhen the situation returned to normal, we went home. She looked around the house and surroundings as if seeing a new world. I felt something when I saw it. That sight is more surprising to my eyes than to her eyes... "Until I remember all the old things. We can be like this. I can't do otherwise. I suddenly laughed when I heard her words. came Then he slowly looked at her and smiled. I moved from our room to the guest room. What's up?Oh the conditions... the condition of a poor guy. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾

*✿═══════════════✿* *Ira's Dreams* *Part :Sixteen* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2022/12/blog-post_10.html *✿═══════════════✿* http://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs I felt like I was a stranger in this guest room. Who is in such a hurry to tear away from me all that is mine? What still remains a question mark is at homeI wonder how she came here unexpectedly. But if she wants to get the answer, she must come to her senses. After thinking about something, I can't get hold of it. Hearing something from Ira's room, I slowly went there and looked. She knocked on the door and did not open it. I opened the door which was closed because it was not locked and I went inside. where is she... Umm Umm... When he looked towards the place where he heard the moaning and groaning, he crossed his legs between the bedI saw her holding her face and crying. " What dear... I slowly made her sit on the bed. Look for reasons. She pointed to the window "I saw... I saw... those eyes again. I'm scared." He only repeated that. "Don't be afraid, I will see who comes here and you think. In any case, I took her and walked around the house because I was afraid of her. To tell you the truth, I am full of fear... Has anyone really come? whoSee what the call is... I locked the house and went to the boss's house with her. After telling what happened... she was still crying. You will be so scared. She opened up to Selin. I was stunned listening to everything... Why did he take my girl away? Why drag her into this even if she gets rid of her anger towards me? The look she said and those cat eyes are his…”Luca Abraham”. Anger at me at my beloved...not really at meIt's just that she was also hurt by this. His only goal is to break me... He knows that I have loved her since childhood and that she is my everything. But! I really feel sorry for him when I think that what he is doing is a misunderstanding. Feeling helpless. He has always been my best friend. But! He is my enemy. Selin and the boss are looking at my face, eager to know the reasons.Like... I said because they can pay more attention now... He does all this because he knows that by hurting the people I care about, I will get hurt the most... I began with a deep breath. My best friend from the time I went to study in America... my roommate, the people who eat, drink and sleep together in the same bowl... there is nothing that we don't know each other back and forth. But! He isI know now that I did not understand. On a vacation I went to his house on his insistence. A happy family with a good house, family, sister-in-law, mother, father, and an elder brother. There are few people living like them. Because everyone will get their own flat when they grow up. Despite being a rich family, they loved living happily together. They were very happy that I went. His mother fed me with loveHe had his sister-in-law's child as well as his own sister-in-law. I loved it there too... But! That night... everything changed... their happiness and love... ours... It could be a theft attempt or their father's business enemies... something... that day, a bunch of masked people came in a van... and smashed everything from house to house... he wasn't even there. His father and mother were stabbed and his sister-in-law was accused by one of them in the stayer case.She was pushed down and bled to death after hitting her head on it. At that moment he came back. I was sleeping in the other room when I heard something. I also got stabbed in the back. I fell on the ground in pain... He came and saw all these sights... He was stunned... He called his mother and father alternately but no one heard him... Someone helped them all and took them to the hospital. Father and sister-in-law succumbed to death...Mom is still in bed without a single... By the time he came that day, they were gone...I heard that my father had an attack in the country and was in the hospital. Then I got his threatening calls... saying that I tried to kill all of them... he was the one who took me to the hospital that day and I didn't understand how he could say such things. Return from the countryI was arrested by the police at the airport. I said that I killed them and tried to steal how much money (I didn't even know how much at that time because they were billionaires)... The case was held... It was proved that it was someone else, not me... But! He still doubts me... I still don't understand why he could doubt me after such a long time. But! I still love him... because he is always my best friendI used to be a friend... but now it hurts me a lot. No matter, he will recognize me once. I am also saddened by his losses because he is my friend. But I never had a reason for it. Except that I was there that day... I didn't know even though all that happened that day... If it was to save at least one person... I always think about it... I had a good fever that day... I didn't tell them because I thought it wouldn't be difficult for them. selfI didn't know what happened because I was taking medicine... I am very hurt today... I am hurt that I had to see him like this... I slowly looked up at the hands patting my head... "It's okay... When I see you in pain, I don't know why. I don't know why. I'm not the only one who has lost my memories... You who know me have memories. So you will understand what this pain is. To be honestHer words filled me with more sadness than happiness... As if everything I believed to be mine was walking away from me... Why do you, Lord, test me, who has done no wrong, with so many pains... Holding her in my arms, I smiled... She knew that I was struggling to come up with that smile. Respecting all the temporary conditions, we stayed at the boss's house. Go alone and something will happenFearing that the boss himself made such a decision. On the contrary, I didn't think because I am in a bad situation right now... I feel like I am completely exhausted, and if I meet him and talk to him, the problems will not end. Because no matter what he says, he won't believe it. I first saw him as a superhero. The super hero who saved me from ragging for the first time in college... When the seniors injured my hands and feet... I was not afraid of them and they broke me between them.Super hero saved from... Since then we have been together... Altaf and Luko Abraham were the envy of everyone in college... I would go crazy if I thought about it. The boss and I went down to the office together... It won't be right if Ira comes now. So we left her sitting with Selin. As the hospital and other things are going on, there is some work painting... There are three or four projects to review... That's all the work... "Sir, there is a guest..."Who.. He didn't say his name. He said he was the right person. "Um. Well, In the middle of this rush... I have a meeting in one or two companies. If that is done, all the project data can be cleared and Kaiu... because there is no IRA, another staff should be called along with him. Thinking one by one... I reached my guest's side... "Luca... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾